Sunday, December 30, 2007

Daddy & Mommy's Lil Girl !



So first post I dedicate to my Mom and Dad!! I never thought I'll miss them so much, I supposed I got used to having them around for the past 11 days, it's always good to have family around, I mean yes you hang out less with your friends and all but it's definitely worth it ! This bout of homesickness started in 2nd year surprisingly, mainly cz I don't know when exactly I'll be going home...I've always thought that I wanted to stay in Australia but now, I don't really know anymore. I suppose Msia will always be home no matter what ! Just that everyone doesn't wanna work there..Hehe..which is sad of coz. Msia's a great country but just that there are certain things to be fine tuned and nothing will improve if everyone especially the overseas grads just leave the country ! Okok...I'm sorta a hypocrite cz I'm sorta not in the country :p

So yeah brought Mom and Dad around plus ma brother too with CK as the designated driver! Unfortunately the weather's pretty bad plus my lack of sense of direction (made them walk all the way to Botanical Gardens from Fed Sq on their very 1st day here but hey I still navigated CK around successfully), I don't think they enjoyed themselves that much plus some pretty bad selection, cough Puffing Billy cough cough! hehe..But still I put in quite a bit of effort so hopefully, it'll give them a lasting impression of Melbourne :)

So I've realized my writing so far isn't very reflective, they're more like informative so I'll attempt to change it slightly. What I've realized is if I hadn't been all depressed from the idea of not going home and moped around, I could've planned my trip home actually but oh well, maybe it's all fated ! I mean think OPTIMISTICALLY next time !!

And another shout-out for Mom & Dad & bro, thanks for making my graduation a memorable one !!! ( More on that in the next post ! )

So why Soliloquy?

Yes yes, another reason why I've postponed the birth of my blog is I couldn't think of what to name it, it's pretty important, like naming your first born, I mean not really but u get what I mean :p

So Soliloquy pretty much means "A (usually long) dramatic speech you make to yourself intended to give the illusion of unspoken reflections". Yes, I do have a lot of unspoken reflections and the problem with that is since they're unspoken, they're not very clear and I've always had a problem with expressing myself clearly so hopefully, with this blog, I'm able to articulate my thoughts and feelings and yeah, Tada!!

I'm probably gonna start from the front as in presently and recall my way back; At the moment, I'm feeling nostalgic and my butt hurts from sitting on the floor cz I have noo freaking study table ! So there, the pic's supposed to symbolize a very reflective mood, so imagine it in black and white, sorry I don't know how to change it...


Why oh Why??

SO so..the time has come for me to have a blog, I've contemplated on it for a long long time but always pushed it to the back of my mind simply cz I don't think I can write well but pffftt who cares how well I can write ?? Ain't gonna start writing poems or whatever good writers can come up with..

The main reason why I'm having a blog now is simply cz it's the end of my uni life and so much has happened in these 2 years and I can safely say that it might be the best 2 years of my life; the things that I've done, the people that I've met, the passion that I've discovered, and I wanna remember all these! Trust me, with my absent-minded erm..mind? I might easily forget like all the good movies that I've watched and sank into depression during my working life which I am not very looking forward to..

Like what Liss said, she's gonna miss all the people that has touched her life here in Melbourne but as for me, I'm not leaving but I'm still gonna miss so many moments and people ! So I suppose this blog is a tribute to these people, these moments !